on humanness

On my way to Perth last year, having just crossed the Nullarbor for the first time, I was interviewed by Bec Brewin for an ABC Local blog post in Kalgoorlie. The article “The never ending road trip: what it’s like to live on a bus” is a really nice overview of what this life-shift has been about for me. The lovely photo set shows the inside of homeJames (something people have told me has been largely missing from my buspr0n collection), in the nomadic equivalent to a ‘good housekeeping celebrity home tour’ (a strange sensation for a non-famous hermit!)

In that post – and in other ramblings on my lateral drift blog – I talk about the humanness I think we’ve lost as a society. I’ve found it hard not to think about this as I’ve made the transition into buslife. I’ve experienced firsthand how open, welcoming and phenomenally generous people can be (despite largely battling for their own survival at the time). Yet it’s hard to find sense in a world which is dominated by corporate profiteering and religious hatred (which itself often just boils down to corporate profiteering) over basic human rights. When even science says poor people are stronger/more generous than rich people I can’t help but wonder why ‘we the people’ have let this come to pass.

I’ve been thinking a lot about our basic human rights, especially those we (some far more than others) have lost. Sure I’m a huge advocate of a basic living wage but our rights go so much further than just income. For me the basic human rights are water, food, healthcare, education, employment, a home (or access to common land for us nomads), electricity and a free and open internet. It should go without saying that we should also have the right to retain our own cultural identities, free speech and to choose our life-partners and belief systems without fear of oppression. Where those rights are transgressed we should have methods of protection and appeal; not just a blanket one-size-fits-all legal system, but one that listens, takes each of our circumstances into account and then decides on appropriate, human-centric, resolutions. The laws which govern us now were developed during times so entirely far removed from present-day existence that much of it needs rethinking and significant reform.

No, this isn’t a simple thing to deliver and it certainly can’t happen overnight. But if our governments really cared about what ‘we the people’ need to survive in contemporary society, all these things would be provisioned before we even start to look at global competitive markets or attempting to force one belief system onto everyone. And yet we find ourselves locked into an existence prioritising profit and religious doctrine over everything else. If you don’t tow the line you are branded a criminal, a troublemaker, an activist… or a terrorist. The only conclusion is that governments (with the possible exception of Uruguay) don’t care about ‘we the people’ at all. How can they when they repeatedly refuse us our basic three r’s: recognition, respect and rights?

So let’s just accept the truth. We have no basic human rights – not just asylum seekers, first nations people and minorities, but all of us. That’s some mouthful to swallow, but if we don’t start recognising it now we cannot possibly invoke change.

I so wish I had answers for all this, but of course I don’t (I’m pretty sure one person can’t single-handedly save democracy, let alone a nomadic artist with no political or economic education!). I’d truly love to demand my right to democracy, to electoral reform, to a return of The Commons, but where is a person supposed to go to demand these things? What right of appeal do we have when the people who make all the decisions have already made it clear that they don’t care about our voices?

I always thought that at least if we didn’t want to be part of the system we could leave, go off-grid, become a self-sustaining hippy in our own self-made utopias. But the more I try to do this myself the more I realise we don’t even have rights there either. A nomadic existence still requires access to water and food (the former in terrifyingly short supply in Australia and the latter unaffordable for those wanting fresh fruit and veg on a less than logical minimum wage); infrastructure like roads and fuel (electricity is sorted thanks to solar but even that is becoming harder for those who live in houses); a place to park (it’s getting harder and harder to find safe and legal free parkups, especially with proposed changes to laws in UK which will only act as precedent); and threats to net neutrality only increasing.

So what do we do? Well for me I’m reading a lot more about positive action and the rights we do have. I’m listening to my heart and trying to combine what I feel is wrong with creative ways to communicate this, and encourage others to do the same. I’m working with communities where my digital culture knowledge and experience will hopefully be able to offer meaningful solutions and an online voice to those who struggle with the most basic literacies. And I’m living the ‘otherness’ life with passion; the more confident I get with buslife the more I appreciate that the freedoms it provides far outweigh the struggles.

I’ve got a few new artworks in the blender and will be starting an on/offline gathering called “The Sunday Afternoon Activists Club“, combining a book club with an afternoon tea. It’s a lighthearted opportunity for me to share some of the most novel media arts activism I’ve experienced and learn more about others; to highlight some of the most severe human rights abuses and also the most trifling (aim for the high and low branches together, why not?!); and for us all to start thinking about what we can do about them, together.

Our first book will be “Beautiful Trouble“, a set of case studies and a toolkit for those wanting to be more creatively active (they’ve even given us a discount code for the book for those who sign up!). And our first discussion topic will be the outcomes of Memefest14 in which we were invited to work with the Brisbane Aboriginal Sovereign Embassy and Grandmothers Against Removals. We haven’t yet set a date, but I’ll update here and on the SAAC blog when we do.

Until then, I’m curious to know how my set of basic human rights compares with yours. If you have one, I’d love to know what they are. Perhaps together we can create a People’s Bill of Human Rights, akin to the great work going on in Queensland. We live in troubling but exceedingly astonishing times. We have never before had so much access to information and each other. So let’s make it count.

wanted: caring home for little knitted bus

All the buses are unique, but this is the only one I made a white roof for, so it's super-unique too!

This is one of those posts where I openly make myself look bad because I want to make sure someone else gets the glory of deservedly looking bloody marvellous.

My crowdfunding campaign ended two and a half years ago and I still owe some of my supporters their rewards. (Yes, this is the bit where I -rightfully- look bad). It’s not that I won’t honour them – hell no, I fret about these ‘debts’ every bloody day – but some are hard to deliver for geographic or timing reasons. And others – like the lovely little knitted buses which Sayraphim Lothian so generously taught me (and you, if you want) how to make – have just been sitting in various stages of materials/production, at times on and off the bus, as I’ve journeyed around being too slow/busy/stressed/distracted/blah to finish them. No excuses there, just me being rubbish.

Aaaaanyway. Yesterday I contacted one of the recipients of said buses, to check that her postal address is still the same before I sent it:

my original email

my original email

Little did I expect this absolutely delightful reply:

erika's reply

erika’s reply

Not only are our two profile pics spookily similar, but check out how I’m the one who fucks up and yet she’s the one who apologises more profusely (and hysterically) about it all! And her twitter handle – @ericajoy – is SO DAMNED APT! What an absolute joy of a woman!

A nice little convo ensued, and a decision was made:

a decision was made

a decision was made

So, if you have an idea for a recipient for this lil fella which is a better ‘good cause’ than it becoming Erika’s dog’s chew-toy (!), comment here on the blog and Erika and I will choose a ‘winner’. The only request we have is that when it arrives, the recipient has to take a photo of themselves and the bus in its new home (or somewhere it feels especially happy) and then tweet it to both Erika (@ericajoy) and myself (@feesable) so we know it’s arrived safe n sound.

All the buses are unique, but this is the only one I made a white roof for, so it's super-unique too!

All the buses are unique, but this is the only one I made a white roof for, so it’s super-unique too!

This is all very ad-hoc and poorly thought through (for example: should we have a deadline? yeah, let’s say a week from today, so by Friday 16th January 2015) and I realise I might end up having to pay a whackload for postage overseas somewhere, but hey, that’s my own damn fault for being so slack.

Oh, and for anyone else still awaiting their reward, I’ll get to you. I couldn’t not get to you, my conscience wouldn’t allow it (and I’m sorry). And go follow @ericajoy on Twitter, because that kinda loveliness is worth having in anyone’s feed.

Hugs to y’all – now bring on the new home! x

on statistics and politics

I consider myself a relatively smart human, but I can be extremely dim sometimes. I’m nearing the age where I should automatically earn the answer to the ultimate question of life, the universe and everything, but mostly that means I have a lot of life-experience. I do have a BA and an MA, but both in the arts so you can probably take that with a pinch of salt!

Coming from the UK apparently (and somewhat laughably) means wherever I travel people assume I’ve had a good education. I had a shonky education, mostly because my parents moved a lot when I was a kid – I went to eight primary schools and two secondary schools. This was fine for things like art and literature because reading and creativity can happen anywhere, especially with an illustrator for a mum (and reading was a great solo activity when escaping the consistent bullying from always being the new girl).

What this meant mostly for me was a complete lack of grounding in science and math. At one school they’d teach physics/biology/etc as discrete subjects, at another it would be general science, and then back to another with their discrete and more detailed subjects. In Math I’d be taught addition at one school then straight on to algebra at another, then back to subtraction at yet another… I have so little grounding that i don’t even know what I don’t know when it comes to the basics of either, something which has plagued me my whole life.

Given the current shitfest of economic and climate crises in the world, I’ve been wanting to try to understand more, to get some of the basics down in my head. But when your mind isn’t tuned to such thinking  – and all that math! – it’s not easy. Plus my memory sucks, so I don’t feel capable of articulating myself in debates, which frustrates me hugely.

Recently I was talking about this with someone, berating myself for not being able to remember the statistics that would allow me to sit at the table in these discussions. They said something which surprised me “You don’t need to quote the stats to be actively involved in the conversation, that’s someone else’s problem. You bring your own beliefs to those discussions, and who knows, if you can get them to listen you might teach THEM something!”. I’ve been thinking about this a lot since, and they’re right.

We all know the old adage of taking your car into the garage (especially if you’re female). A mechanic rubs his chin, sucks air through his teeth and says “oooooh, yeah, that’s gonna cost ya”. I’ve learned through my nearly 20years working with technology that the same can apply there too… but it can be reframed. You can learn code, you can run servers, you can take apart or build computers from scratch. You can change the direction of the conversation by having your own life experiences to add in to the mix. As soon as you realise the tech guy can be your best friend if you can show you understand – and care – even just a little, your life with them, with tech, changes.

I’ve been learning mechanics since living in the bus too – homeJames is in great condition for a 24year old and I fully intend on keeping her that way. The subsequent conversations I’ve had with (usually men) who ask about the bus (whereupon I quote her specs fluidly and with genuine passion) have been understandably entertaining.

But I’ve still struggled to find ‘my place’ within the sociopolitical, and especially economic, debates. I get confused by numbers. I get even more confused when stats quoted by one person are completely different to stats quoted by another (as beautifully illustrated in this article http://blogs.channel4.com/factcheck/factcheck-tories-sums-correctly/19765). Where do these numbers even come from? Having run a couple of freelance ventures in two countries, a limited company in the UK and project budgets of up to AUD$2.4 million, I’ve learned that numbers are tricky in practice – they can be hard to control even for the most fastidious of producers! I have observed, and struggled with, how easy it can be for others to obfuscate… truth in numbers is relative, it seems. Stats are the worst!

Last night this thought rolled through my mind:

“Statistics are merely a way for self-confessed ‘smart’ people to control the conversation. We all have the right to reject their control and distraction tactics and bring the conversation back to what matters to us instead”.

For me what matters is morality, humanness… and we don’t have stats for emotions! I’m horrified by how inhuman the world has become (or maybe always was, I dunno, I’m just looking at the now). So in future, when I happen to be in conversations with people who spout stats at me, I’m going to try harder to reclaim that control, bring the conversation back to what counts. Not ‘how many jobs did x party versus y party create’ but ‘how are those employees actually surviving? – do they have any sort of quality of life? can they pay their mortgages, get to work via affordable and safe public transport or be able to afford to run a reasonably serviced vehicle? do their kids have the chance of a decent education, a reasonable income in a field they love, the freedom to choose not just what car they buy but their sexual preference?

Stats don’t solve problems, they fuel the ‘us v them’ bullshit. Governments spend so much time and money building their brands and living in their wealth culture bubbles they have no idea what’s going on in the real world. They’re so busy trying to look good they’ll do anything to obfuscate meaning. Change the numbers, redefine the parameters for the statistics, no one will notice… and by the end of the page anyone with a soul will be so damned confused they’ll give up and walk away… just like the less experienced at the car mechanic or those who don’t want to become geeks, they’re just trying to get their computer fixed. You’re not less intelligent than someone with more experience, you’re just less experienced. But I’ll bet you’re a damn-sight more experienced at something else that the so-called ‘smart person’ wouldn’t even begin to know how to comprehend.

Watching the UK head toward another election, another sad-assed, low turnout because there is NO ONE TO VOTE FOR ANYMORE… here’s my plea:

Get involved in discussion, ideally with strangers, people outside your social media echo chambers and your safe havens of offices. Go talk to homeless people on the streets, actively take yourself out of the city/town/village you call home and see how other people are living, write to your MP and demand the opportunity to thrash this shit out (no, that probably isn’t possible, but it should be!). Don’t talk at them, listen. Ask what their lives are like, what scares them, if they say things you don’t agree with, try to rephrase what they said so you know you understand them correctly. Listen, listen, listen. Then ask yourself what you really think you need, they need, the world needs. Sure it won’t help much – with no electoral reform there can be no real democratic choice any more – but at least you’ll be able to look yourself in the face in the morning and know you’ve tried to reclaim – and be part of – the debate.

But above all, be yourself, know your own mind, set the agenda for your own beliefs and choose a cause your heart tells you to battle (no one can fight them all). And never, ever, let anyone else make you think you’re less intelligent than they are simply because you don’t automatically swallow their rhetoric.

[originally posted on Known, January 3rd 2015]

STOP! #hammocktime

Kaz enjoying the hammocktime view at Time_Place_Space: Nomad

Kaz enjoying the hammocktime view at Time_Place_Space: Nomad

Introducing a new reallybigroadtrip project: hammocktime

hammocktime is a live art experience which invites you to pause, disconnect from technology and reconnect to yourself and the place you occupy at the time.

The invitation is simple: Stop, switch off your mobile devices and spend 20 minutes in a hammock. Take pause, reflect, and reconnect to yourself and your environment.

This project pops up in various locations, from Cuges les Pains in the South of France to Gungaddy Swamp in Wollemi National Park, New South Wales. Through January and February 2015 we can be found at Freemantle Markets in Perth on Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays, and in March we will be presenting a very special version for WOMADelaide.

Follow hammocktime.cc, our Facebook page or Twitter for updates on events and locations, check out the Flickr set for inspiration or just drop me a line to let me know where you are and I’ll get in touch when I’m in your vicinity.

Oh… and Happy New Year!